BabyAnn

Happy 21st Birthday!!!!

2004-11-10T18:24:34Z

hey hey michelle!!!! Happy 21st birthday!!!!! woo hoo!!!! In less then ten hours from new we will be drunk!!!! xoxo

babyluvxoxo @ 2004-07-29T21:57:00

2004-07-30T03:03:52Z

I guess I have a few things to say, but im Stephanie and I always have a few things to say... The drama on livejournal is oh so very old, I believe we did all this shit um... five years ago, so to repeat it again isn't that "cool" anymore. Davina was right on her journal when she said if you have issues with me then call me I have a phone, I do agree with you on that. I'm assuming you were refering to me, so I am refering to you I also have a phone, and as much as I haven't called you, you haven't called me. So sorry to say but as much as it is my fault it's your fault also. To the other drama out there, were getting old guys, this drama shit is getting soooooo old!!!! If were such great friends why can't we call each other and "talk" about it???

FINALS SUCK

2004-05-05T05:38:34Z

Hey hey peeps,
I just wanted to let everyone know how much college sucks. The parties and the people are kick ass, but college in the academic region just sucks monkey balls. I have been doing homework since one o'clock this afternoon and now it's almost one o'clock in the morning, yup sucks to be me. Well the good news is that after next thursday I don't have to worry about stupid finals anymore, it's chi-town love for me!!!! Well I'm gonna get some sleep nightie night everyone xoxo.

I stole this from Christian (thanks)

2004-05-04T16:52:20Z

I thought this was really neat....

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able
to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
_________________________________

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classes suck

2004-04-06T18:47:14Z

I know what it feels like

to eat ice cream on a warm sunny day

to walk on a beach

to laugh for no reason

to cry when i need to

to be okay when i cry

to not be okay when i cry

to want to touch someone that i can't

to have a meaningful relationship

to be in love

to hate and to be hated

to accomplish something

to cut myself and not regret it

to overcome

to save myself

to be touched by a hand that loves me

to be alone

to depend on someone

to depend on no one

to get alcohol poisoning

to be spinning in a still room

to be held

to be hit

to be stranded

to have to check my own oil

to do someone a favor

to expect the worst possible outcome

to disappoint someone

to be misunderstood

to not get my way

to have someone depend on me

to love with all i've got

to be guilt-ridden

to regret

to be lied to

to be strong and to be weak

had to do this in my english class and just got me thinking...

untitled.....

2004-04-06T03:21:52Z

The first time I looked into you...
I slowly drifted into you, and you took me in, and nothing else mattered, I let go of all that holds me down, and I am free, for the first time in my life, I am free. I give myself to you, take me; take all that I am. I need you; I need you to save me. I need you to take away all the pain, I need you to love me, I need you to need me, I need you to complete me, I need you to touch me, to feel me, to fill me, to hold me, to caress me, to make love to me, to make me yours, and yours alone. I need to be yours, forever. I need to know that I am yours, give me a sign. Take me, take me now and forever, I submit to you. I will give it all, will you, completely, for all of eternity? Billions of thoughts surge through me, I need you to surge through me, I need to feel your face, your arms, your legs, your skin, your tongue, your soul, give me all that you are, as I will give you all that I am. Take me, push deeply within me, I trust you, I adore you, forever. Pull me inside you, take me deeper. Intertwine with me, unite with me, breathe into me, breathe life into me. Hold on, don’t let go, don’t let me go. Thrust into me, cry out that you love me, cry out deeply within me. Take me, penetrate me, save me…hold me. Hold me closer, hold me tighter, hold me with all that you have. Fill me with passion; fill me with love, with you, with all of you. Don’t hold back, I need you, I need you to fill me, thrust within me, deeper, deeper, deeper still, I need you, take me, take me deeper. Don’t stop, don’t ever stop, I need you, I need you forever. Take me forever, thrust within me more deeply forever. Forever…pull within me, push within me, thrust within me, grind within me, harder, fill me, take me, I need you, forever. Pulsate within me, tremble beneath me, above me, within me, inside me, deeply, for all of eternity. I love you, forever, take me, I am yours, forever…I love you

just an update....

2004-03-25T20:25:52Z

Well I was reading some of my friends entries and it got me thinking... I have had one terrible week, I had to go to the emergency room tuesday night because I could barely walk, and they found out that I had a kidney infection, so that is a pain in my ass right now. I came back to school and everyone is just in some kind of bad mood. I honestly don't think we should have a spring break, I came back from a week of relaxation and hanging out with my friends to homework, tests and bitchy people, which one do you think I prefer? I already need another spring break, that's pretty sad. It just sucks for me because I feel like I'm losing friendships because I'm here, I barely get to talk to my friends because their either busy or I am and when I get to come to home for a weekend a month, I'm so busy running here and there and then the weekend is already gone and I'm back here. So to my friends on lj we defintely have to start talking more and filling each other in on what's going on in each other's lives. Ok sorry for the whinning I'm just in a mood, peace xoxo.

that's me!!!

2004-03-25T20:19:00Z

You Have Magical Boobs!

Your boobs have a total hyponotic effect on men

Forget what the rest of you looks like, you're a perfect ten

Your breasts are perky, shapely, and just the right size

You'll use them to your advantage, if you're wise

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SWEET HOME CHICAGO!!!!!

2004-03-11T23:29:06Z

Ah the sound of that sounds so good to me right now, I am offically done with mid-terms thank you very much, I believe I passed everything and got all of my papers turned in on time. Still not running on much sleep, but I'm dealing with it. So ah tomorrow I will be in Chi-Town no later then three o'clock and then I'm home all week long, I'm so excited to get home. XOXO

sleep is good

2004-03-10T18:21:41Z

So it is the middle of the week and I am probably running on six hours of sleep since monday, I woke up this morning and I didn't even know my name, does anyone think I need sleep, I do, I do. Well I passed my government and math mid-term, thank God. Now I only have two more papers to write a narrative and a research paper by tomorrow and an observation and then this "hell" will be over. My God, a junior college vs. a university is so freakin different it's not even funny. Well the count down begins two more days and then it's spring break, I will be home taking a nice bubble bath and sleeping for days, I can't wait. It's pretty funny looking at everyone on campus, everyone is stressed and looks like they haven't slept in days. I talked to a few of my friends last night and we were all starting to fall asleep standing up. I can get through this, it's only two more days. Everyone that reads this please get some sleep for me. Well enough of me whining, time to take enough test. xoxo

SURVEY FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!!

2004-03-08T23:42:26Z

To all of my friends you better do this. Sorry I'm very bored, so if you don't take time out of your busy life and do this remember... I will be home in four days and I know where all of you live....

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

2. Am I lovable?

3. When and how did we first meet?

4. What was your first impression?

5. Do you still think that way about me now?

6. What do you think my weakness is?

7. Do you think I'll get married?

8. What makes me happy?

9. What makes me sad?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. How well do you know me?

12. Do you think I could kill someone?

13. Describe me in one word.

14. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?

15. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

16. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

MID-TERMS SUCK!!!!

2004-03-08T16:13:14Z

I know everyone already knows this, but mid-terms just suck so much. Yesterday, I woke up at 11:00 a.m grabbed some food with April and started doing homework, I didn't finish homework until 11:30 that night. Did I finish everything oh no!!! I didn't even put a dent into it. I have all of these assignments due, and all of my exams this week, oh my God do you know how much all of this sucks. The only thing that is getting me through this week, is that I know I will be home on Friday, and I'm going to take a bubble bath and sleep through my spring break, that sounds excellent to me!!! It's so funny how the words "mid-term" stresses everyone out, nobody here looks attractive anymore, we all look like zombies, and the worse part of it all is that it's only Monday!

Have I been keeping you on the edge of your seat long enough?

2004-03-06T07:14:59Z

hi hi,
Well I don't know how long this entry is going to be, so everyone please bare with me. Ok, I have been in Wisconsin for almost two months now and it doesn't even feel like it, so that is a good thing. I am finally Stephanie here, I'm that loud, obnxious, happy go lucky me, now I haven't been this girl for a while now, so it felt so good to let her out again. For the last couple of months I really have been wondering if I belong here, you know the people are weird here I don't really belong, so fuck it I'm going to go home. And then all of a sudden something happened to me yesterday that will defintely change my life for a while. It finally hit me, how a lot of people here have my back, they would do just about anything for me (except my homework)and I have only known these people for two months. How could you care that much not even that, how could you trust a person that you have only known for two months; and that's my biggest problem, I can't trust people and why is that, oh for many damn reasons, but I don't want to go into that right now. Yesterday my friends threw me a surprise happy party, it was the girls and a few drunken guys and we had a blast, never got to sleep, so I naped in my math class, but it just felt so good. I've been in a bad mood for way too long now, I even started thinking stupid shit again, don't worry I didn't do anything and those thoughts are out of my head. I finally realized "Some" people don't want to see me happy and whenever I get happy they try everything in there power to make me miserable. This is the first time in my life that I'm taking a stand for myself, I am now an independent (except money from mommy and grandma :-) but I'm finally doing something for myself, to better myself, and if you don't like it then you can kiss my ass, simply put. So thanks to my friends from cheeseville and a "surprise" visitor yesterday. They really put some reality into my eyes and now I can't stop smiling because of it. XOXO

P.S. everyone from chi town, I will be home friday the 12th till the 21st, spring break baby!!! We better have some plans!!!

bum bum bum

2004-03-04T21:28:27Z

Travel, communication and learning all you can about everyone and everything will lead to an interesting turn of events and possibly a new relationship. The education and experience you receive today will be valuable. (that was my horoscope for today) Now I really can't tell you what is going on yet, so I will leave everyone in suspense, bum bum bum. So I guess tune in next time......

love me HUG ME!!!

2004-03-04T20:34:31Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give babyannxoxo more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

damn the barbie!!!

2004-02-21T19:56:24Z

You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.

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Gotta love it!!

2004-02-20T23:43:02Z

Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old
hard liquor!

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I got an A on this in my Art class, yeah for me!!!

2004-02-17T19:31:31Z

Do u like what you see
when you look into my eyes?

Do u like what you taste
when your
tongue touches mine?

Do you like how it feels
when I'm down
on my knees...

Cause I know you
have this need
to be in control
of me.

I like it rough,
I like it tough,
bondage, whips
and chains
and hand cuffs.

So tell me how you want it
I'll like it all
just the same.
Do whatever you
want to
me.
Cause tonight
I'll be your slave."

ahhhhh!!!!

2004-02-16T18:09:46Z

Slut -- 1: a slovenly woman : SLATTERN 2a: a lewd
woman; esp : PROSTITUTE b: a saucy girl : MINX

Ah, "slut." A compact little word, forceful even in
the way it sounds, starting out with a hissing
sibilant and pushing off of the tongue through the L
and U, and then that nastily crisp T. "Slut." Say it a
few times out loud. Roll it around in your mouth.
"Sssslut." "Sss.lllut." Say it again. Notice that it's
difficult -- almost impossible, in fact -- to
pronounce it neutrally. It's got a sneer built into
it, that word. It's not as twangy and unthreatening as
"tramp." It's not as easy to yell as "whore." "Whore"
is built for screaming rage and dishes flying through
the air, with a nice gusty H at the front and a big
old roaring R bringing up the rear. Not "slut,"
though. "Slut" is muttered. "Slut" is whispered.
"Whore" comes in like a punch, but "slut" tingles,
like a slap. "Slut" hides behind the teeth. "Slut" is
for when your back is turned.

"Slut" is for when you don't act like a lady. "Slut"
is for when you sit with your legs apart. "Slut" is
for when you wear it short, tight, without a bra, cut
up high and down low and around the side, because,
see, "slut" is also for when you have the nerve to
enjoy your body in front of women who hate their own
bodies. Don't strut. Don't dance with soul, or lick
your lips. Don't look too good; don't think you look
too good. Digging your own self is slutty. Making your
own good time is slutty. Who do you think you are,
anyway? Knees together, slut.

I'm just in a mood

2004-02-12T20:21:12Z

I hate you for everything you put me through.

Fuck you for all the things you made me feel.
And I don't care if it felt real.
All that you did and all that I said.
Twenty more bullets in my head.

I can't lie for all the times I cry.
For all the scars that life has left.
I mean all of these things that I say to you.
I hope you hear me.

This is the last time I ever gain a step.
This is the last time I give you what is left.
You can cry but I don't mind.
Because I've fucking done it a million times.

Won't you just go away this day.
Never come back please never stay.
I did all I could but it won't work.
All I will do is just wear this smirk

Stupid Survey thingy

2004-02-02T19:38:11Z

Do I
Smoke?: cigarrettes oh yeah!
Do drugs?: hmmm...are chocolate and caffeine drugs?
Have sex?: Only in my dreams!!
Give oral sex?: Only if I like the guy, if not, he can kiss my ass
Receive oral sex?: If he knows how to do it right, no I get it whenever offered, come on girls you know what I'm talking about!!!
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: no not really
Remember your first love?: Yup, his name was Matt Walsh, in the sixth grade.
Still love him/her?: no thank you
Read the newspaper?: once in a while
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Well my ex b-friend is now gay, so my answer is yes.
Believe in miracles?: uh..y..e...s???
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes if you find the right guy.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: When I have to be.
Consider love a mistake?: no, not at all
Like the taste of alcohol?: Hello I'm a college student!!!!!Have a favorite candy?: white chocolate resee cups (thanks michelle)
Believe in astrology?: sometimes
Believe in magic?: I believe in the power of the mind, sometimes it's magical
Believe in god?: YES very much so
Have any pets: a fat cat and a bird
Go to or plan to go to college: dumb ass I'm already here.
Have any piercings?: My tongue and my belly button.
Have any tattoos?: yeah 5 of them, it runs in my family.
Hate yourself: no not anymore, thanks to pschologists these days.
Have an obsession?: I have an obsession with the color pink
Have a secret crush?: ummmmm.....
Do they know yet?: um.......
Have a best friend?: yeah
Wish on stars?: occasionally
Care about looks?: I'm a girl duh!

Love life
First crush: John Smiles
First kiss: Matt Walsh
Single or attached?: Attached to the freakin hip
Ever been in love?: Yeah I have, I finally know the difference from thinking I'm in love to knowing I'm in love.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you believe in "the one?": That's really hard for me to grasp right now, so my answer would have to be no.
Describe your ideal significant other: Smart, descent looking, great sense of humor, can make me smile more then make me cry, crap like that.
Juicy stuff
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes, anyone up for strip poker??
Have you ever been intoxicated?:YEAH, don't really remember how many times though.
Favorite place to be kissed?: lips, ears, neck,and down my chest
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": oh yeah!! OPPS!!
Are you a tease?: of course I'm a girl
Shy to make the first move?: yup, but after that, watch out!

APPEARANCE
Hair: red with blonde highlights
Eyes: blue
Height: 5' 4 and a half thank you very much

LAST THING YOU
Bought: lunch
Ate & Drank: cereal and a tea
Read: my friends page on LJ!
Watched on tv: E.R.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
kill: Theres no point in giving their names, there are too many to list anyways
who do you want to get really wasted with: my friends it's been a while since I've seen them and we always have kick ass parties.
look like: myself
be like: my mom and my grandma (just not when they get moody)
avoid: I don't care, confrontation doesn't bother me. Well maybe this girl Barb she is a FREAK!
LAST PERSON YOU
talked to: in real life? my mom. On internet? Kurt
hugged: Jen my rommate
instant messaged: vengabuss
kissed:Elizabeth, made out with? I'm not going there

WHERE DO YOU
eat: student center
cry: wherever
wish you were: in a fuckin warmer ass climate

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? yeah
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? unfortunatly yes
Drank alcohol? um, yeah didn't we covor that one?
Done drugs? a time or two I smoked pot.
Broken the law? I don't know, are you gonnna arrest me?
Run away from home? Don't all kids? Yes and I ran all the way to my Grandma's!!
Broken a bone? Broke my ankle, a thousand times in the last three years
Played Truth Or Dare? of course
Kissed someone you didn't know? OOPS!
Been in a fight? yeah!I'm stephanie what did you expect
Come close to dying? I don't think I was ever close to dying. I've felt like it before though

RANDOM QUESTIONS
What's on your bedside table?: There's supposed to be a table by your bed? Damn. Ok, what's on my dresser and desk? Pictures of my family and friends. School shit, does anyone really care??
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?:nothing I normally get something to drink
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Armegeddon
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: my big ghetto booty ass
What is your biggest fear?: letting my family down
What feature are you most insecure about?: everything sometimes, I'm a girl
Do you ever have to beg?: sometimes, but it always works
Are you a pyromaniac?: no no
Do you have too many love interests?: no
Crushes? ???
Do you know anyone famous?: yeah MYSELF duh!
Describe your bed: in an extra long twin, i live in a fuckin dorm!!
Spontaneous or plain?: I'm a little of both
Do you know how to play poker?: Oh yeah, my daddy taught me!
What do you carry with you at all times?: my wallet and some lip gloss.
How do you drive?: I try to obey the rules of the road, but when someone pisses me off, the spedometer seems to go up and my bumper seems to attach itself to theirs
What do you miss most about being little?: my daddy
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah I am
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: not too much, remember I'm trying to pay off loans here
What color is your bedroom?: white, I'm in a dorm damn it.
What was the last song you were listening to?: Sheryl Crow, The first cut is the deepest, i love that song
Have you ever been in a play?: yup yup
Who are your best friends?: I have some don't worry
Do you talk a lot?: yeah too much!!!
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: most of the time
Do you think you're cute?: yeah i do, everyone's cute dumb ass
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? No, not at all, and if they bother any of you then you have some issues to deal with.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: If you've earned my respect yes i do
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: Um, right now it's my friends because I'm 4 hours away from home, but it's mostly my friends and my b/friend and my family, i switch things up
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: it's there business, good for them.
Is that it? that was damn fun, I want another one!!

Well I guess I shouldn't break up with Dan yet!!!

2004-01-28T18:59:33Z

What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
Username
You will die by:	You body was found mangled in a brutal death from an insane lover or jealous significate other.The murderer was sentenced to death row but the chair or gas was too good for them. They sowed you up in a bag and tossed you in your casket, It's a closed case unless your friends and family want to be sick.
Death Date:	October 8, 2050
Number attending your funeral?	47
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$3,238,518

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once again this is me!!!

2004-01-28T18:44:31Z

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"FUCK YOU!"

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Sounds like me!!!!

2004-01-28T18:41:09Z

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say	"What's your name again."

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I miss Everyone!!!

2004-01-28T18:33:27Z

hey peeps!!! what's up?? Nothing new here, except that it's freezing out, I mean I walk to class and my nose hairs freeze, so you know that's bad. Well I went to my first official college party last friday, yeah let me tell you, it's one big sausage fest. There was like 60 guys and like 15 girls. You know I think the guys here are worse then the guys in Chicago, I must've gotten asked five times if I wanted to go home with them, or if I needed them to hold my drink, come on boys I'm not stupid. Well it was a lot of fun, they had booty dancin music on and then they played some country it was pretty cool. I met a guy there, his name was Nick, and then I saw him today, damn I guess I was a little drunk, because he was a hell of a lot better looking at the party then he was today. We talked for a few and he was like do you want to spend the night in my room tonight and I was like nah. Nobody wants to hang out or get to know anyone here, they just want my ass!!! So that's how today went, I also think I passed my math quiz :crossed fingers: Well comment in my journal, it gets lonely damn it!!! xoxo