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I guess I have a few things to say, but im Stephanie and I always have a few things to say... The drama on livejournal is oh so very old, I believe we did all this shit um... five years ago, so to repeat it again isn't that "cool" anymore. Davina was right on her journal when she said if you have issues with me then call me I have a phone, I do agree with you on that. I'm assuming you were refering to me, so I am refering to you I also have a phone, and as much as I haven't called you, you haven't called me. So sorry to say but as much as it is my fault it's your fault also. To the other drama out there, were getting old guys, this drama shit is getting soooooo old!!!! If were such great friends why can't we call each other and "talk" about it???
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| FINALS SUCK |
[05 May 2004|12:34am] |
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Hey hey peeps,
I just wanted to let everyone know how much college sucks. The parties and the people are kick ass, but college in the academic region just sucks monkey balls. I have been doing homework since one o'clock this afternoon and now it's almost one o'clock in the morning, yup sucks to be me. Well the good news is that after next thursday I don't have to worry about stupid finals anymore, it's chi-town love for me!!!! Well I'm gonna get some sleep nightie night everyone xoxo.
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| I stole this from Christian (thanks) |
[04 May 2004|11:51am] |
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I thought this was really neat....
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able
to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
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What does your birth month say about you?
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| classes suck |
[06 Apr 2004|01:43pm] |
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I know what it feels like
to eat ice cream on a warm sunny day
to walk on a beach
to laugh for no reason
to cry when i need to
to be okay when i cry
to not be okay when i cry
to want to touch someone that i can't
to have a meaningful relationship
to be in love
to hate and to be hated
to accomplish something
to cut myself and not regret it
to overcome
to save myself
to be touched by a hand that loves me
to be alone
to depend on someone
to depend on no one
to get alcohol poisoning
to be spinning in a still room
to be held
to be hit
to be stranded
to have to check my own oil
to do someone a favor
to expect the worst possible outcome
to disappoint someone
to be misunderstood
to not get my way
to have someone depend on me
to love with all i've got
to be guilt-ridden
to regret
to be lied to
to be strong and to be weak
had to do this in my english class and just got me thinking...
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| untitled..... |
[05 Apr 2004|10:25pm] |
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The first time I looked into you...
I slowly drifted into you, and you took me in, and nothing else mattered, I let go of all that holds me down, and I am free, for the first time in my life, I am free. I give myself to you, take me; take all that I am. I need you; I need you to save me. I need you to take away all the pain, I need you to love me, I need you to need me, I need you to complete me, I need you to touch me, to feel me, to fill me, to hold me, to caress me, to make love to me, to make me yours, and yours alone. I need to be yours, forever. I need to know that I am yours, give me a sign. Take me, take me now and forever, I submit to you. I will give it all, will you, completely, for all of eternity? Billions of thoughts surge through me, I need you to surge through me, I need to feel your face, your arms, your legs, your skin, your tongue, your soul, give me all that you are, as I will give you all that I am. Take me, push deeply within me, I trust you, I adore you, forever. Pull me inside you, take me deeper. Intertwine with me, unite with me, breathe into me, breathe life into me. Hold on, don’t let go, don’t let me go. Thrust into me, cry out that you love me, cry out deeply within me. Take me, penetrate me, save me…hold me. Hold me closer, hold me tighter, hold me with all that you have. Fill me with passion; fill me with love, with you, with all of you. Don’t hold back, I need you, I need you to fill me, thrust within me, deeper, deeper, deeper still, I need you, take me, take me deeper. Don’t stop, don’t ever stop, I need you, I need you forever. Take me forever, thrust within me more deeply forever. Forever…pull within me, push within me, thrust within me, grind within me, harder, fill me, take me, I need you, forever. Pulsate within me, tremble beneath me, above me, within me, inside me, deeply, for all of eternity. I love you, forever, take me, I am yours, forever…I love you
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| just an update.... |
[25 Mar 2004|02:19pm] |
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Well I was reading some of my friends entries and it got me thinking... I have had one terrible week, I had to go to the emergency room tuesday night because I could barely walk, and they found out that I had a kidney infection, so that is a pain in my ass right now. I came back to school and everyone is just in some kind of bad mood. I honestly don't think we should have a spring break, I came back from a week of relaxation and hanging out with my friends to homework, tests and bitchy people, which one do you think I prefer? I already need another spring break, that's pretty sad. It just sucks for me because I feel like I'm losing friendships because I'm here, I barely get to talk to my friends because their either busy or I am and when I get to come to home for a weekend a month, I'm so busy running here and there and then the weekend is already gone and I'm back here. So to my friends on lj we defintely have to start talking more and filling each other in on what's going on in each other's lives. Ok sorry for the whinning I'm just in a mood, peace xoxo.
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| that's me!!! |
[25 Mar 2004|02:14pm] |
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I agree with this survey
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| SWEET HOME CHICAGO!!!!! |
[11 Mar 2004|05:26pm] |
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Ah the sound of that sounds so good to me right now, I am offically done with mid-terms thank you very much, I believe I passed everything and got all of my papers turned in on time. Still not running on much sleep, but I'm dealing with it. So ah tomorrow I will be in Chi-Town no later then three o'clock and then I'm home all week long, I'm so excited to get home. XOXO
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| sleep is good |
[10 Mar 2004|12:14pm] |
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So it is the middle of the week and I am probably running on six hours of sleep since monday, I woke up this morning and I didn't even know my name, does anyone think I need sleep, I do, I do. Well I passed my government and math mid-term, thank God. Now I only have two more papers to write a narrative and a research paper by tomorrow and an observation and then this "hell" will be over. My God, a junior college vs. a university is so freakin different it's not even funny. Well the count down begins two more days and then it's spring break, I will be home taking a nice bubble bath and sleeping for days, I can't wait. It's pretty funny looking at everyone on campus, everyone is stressed and looks like they haven't slept in days. I talked to a few of my friends last night and we were all starting to fall asleep standing up. I can get through this, it's only two more days. Everyone that reads this please get some sleep for me. Well enough of me whining, time to take enough test. xoxo
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| SURVEY FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!! |
[08 Mar 2004|05:40pm] |
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To all of my friends you better do this. Sorry I'm very bored, so if you don't take time out of your busy life and do this remember... I will be home in four days and I know where all of you live....
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. When and how did we first meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. Do you think I'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Do you think I could kill someone?
13. Describe me in one word.
14. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
15. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
16. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?
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| MID-TERMS SUCK!!!! |
[08 Mar 2004|10:06am] |
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I know everyone already knows this, but mid-terms just suck so much. Yesterday, I woke up at 11:00 a.m grabbed some food with April and started doing homework, I didn't finish homework until 11:30 that night. Did I finish everything oh no!!! I didn't even put a dent into it. I have all of these assignments due, and all of my exams this week, oh my God do you know how much all of this sucks. The only thing that is getting me through this week, is that I know I will be home on Friday, and I'm going to take a bubble bath and sleep through my spring break, that sounds excellent to me!!! It's so funny how the words "mid-term" stresses everyone out, nobody here looks attractive anymore, we all look like zombies, and the worse part of it all is that it's only Monday!
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| Have I been keeping you on the edge of your seat long enough? |
[06 Mar 2004|12:59am] |
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hi hi,
Well I don't know how long this entry is going to be, so everyone please bare with me. Ok, I have been in Wisconsin for almost two months now and it doesn't even feel like it, so that is a good thing. I am finally Stephanie here, I'm that loud, obnxious, happy go lucky me, now I haven't been this girl for a while now, so it felt so good to let her out again. For the last couple of months I really have been wondering if I belong here, you know the people are weird here I don't really belong, so fuck it I'm going to go home. And then all of a sudden something happened to me yesterday that will defintely change my life for a while. It finally hit me, how a lot of people here have my back, they would do just about anything for me (except my homework)and I have only known these people for two months. How could you care that much not even that, how could you trust a person that you have only known for two months; and that's my biggest problem, I can't trust people and why is that, oh for many damn reasons, but I don't want to go into that right now. Yesterday my friends threw me a surprise happy party, it was the girls and a few drunken guys and we had a blast, never got to sleep, so I naped in my math class, but it just felt so good. I've been in a bad mood for way too long now, I even started thinking stupid shit again, don't worry I didn't do anything and those thoughts are out of my head. I finally realized "Some" people don't want to see me happy and whenever I get happy they try everything in there power to make me miserable. This is the first time in my life that I'm taking a stand for myself, I am now an independent (except money from mommy and grandma :-) but I'm finally doing something for myself, to better myself, and if you don't like it then you can kiss my ass, simply put. So thanks to my friends from cheeseville and a "surprise" visitor yesterday. They really put some reality into my eyes and now I can't stop smiling because of it. XOXO
P.S. everyone from chi town, I will be home friday the 12th till the 21st, spring break baby!!! We better have some plans!!!
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| bum bum bum |
[04 Mar 2004|03:26pm] |
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Travel, communication and learning all you can about everyone and everything will lead to an interesting turn of events and possibly a new relationship. The education and experience you receive today will be valuable. (that was my horoscope for today) Now I really can't tell you what is going on yet, so I will leave everyone in suspense, bum bum bum. So I guess tune in next time......
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| I got an A on this in my Art class, yeah for me!!! |
[17 Feb 2004|01:30pm] |
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Do u like what you see
when you look into my eyes?
Do u like what you taste
when your
tongue touches mine?
Do you like how it feels
when I'm down
on my knees...
Cause I know you
have this need
to be in control
of me.
I like it rough,
I like it tough,
bondage, whips
and chains
and hand cuffs.
So tell me how you want it
I'll like it all
just the same.
Do whatever you
want to
me.
Cause tonight
I'll be your slave."
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| ahhhhh!!!! |
[16 Feb 2004|12:06pm] |
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Slut -- 1: a slovenly woman : SLATTERN 2a: a lewd
woman; esp : PROSTITUTE b: a saucy girl : MINX
Ah, "slut." A compact little word, forceful even in
the way it sounds, starting out with a hissing
sibilant and pushing off of the tongue through the L
and U, and then that nastily crisp T. "Slut." Say it a
few times out loud. Roll it around in your mouth.
"Sssslut." "Sss.lllut." Say it again. Notice that it's
difficult -- almost impossible, in fact -- to
pronounce it neutrally. It's got a sneer built into
it, that word. It's not as twangy and unthreatening as
"tramp." It's not as easy to yell as "whore." "Whore"
is built for screaming rage and dishes flying through
the air, with a nice gusty H at the front and a big
old roaring R bringing up the rear. Not "slut,"
though. "Slut" is muttered. "Slut" is whispered.
"Whore" comes in like a punch, but "slut" tingles,
like a slap. "Slut" hides behind the teeth. "Slut" is
for when your back is turned.
"Slut" is for when you don't act like a lady. "Slut"
is for when you sit with your legs apart. "Slut" is
for when you wear it short, tight, without a bra, cut
up high and down low and around the side, because,
see, "slut" is also for when you have the nerve to
enjoy your body in front of women who hate their own
bodies. Don't strut. Don't dance with soul, or lick
your lips. Don't look too good; don't think you look
too good. Digging your own self is slutty. Making your
own good time is slutty. Who do you think you are,
anyway? Knees together, slut.
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| I'm just in a mood |
[12 Feb 2004|02:20pm] |
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I hate you for everything you put me through.
Fuck you for all the things you made me feel.
And I don't care if it felt real.
All that you did and all that I said.
Twenty more bullets in my head.
I can't lie for all the times I cry.
For all the scars that life has left.
I mean all of these things that I say to you.
I hope you hear me.
This is the last time I ever gain a step.
This is the last time I give you what is left.
You can cry but I don't mind.
Because I've fucking done it a million times.
Won't you just go away this day.
Never come back please never stay.
I did all I could but it won't work.
All I will do is just wear this smirk
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